James 5:16 Therefore confess your sins to each other and pray for each other so that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person is powerful and effective.
In a recent post, I shared that the message I have to deliver to the world is a challenging one. I likened it to Paul's teachings, where even Peter acknowledged that some of Paul's writings were hard to understand. For me, however, this message is not just difficult—it's urgent. I must weigh every word carefully, knowing the importance of reaching people in ways that surpass past efforts and what others believe is necessary today.
2 Peter 3:15-16 Bear in mind that our Lord’s patience means salvation, just as our dear brother Paul also wrote you with the wisdom that God gave him. He writes the same way in all his letters, speaking in them of these matters. His letters contain some things that are hard to understand, which ignorant and unstable people distort, as they do the other Scriptures, to their own destruction. The Challenge of Communication
What do I mean by "reaching people in ways that surpass past efforts"? Even explaining this is a challenge, as some might interpret it as boasting. But that's not my intention. While we are called to stand boldly in our beliefs without wavering, I must find a way to present my message so that no one turns away from it. Paul had an advantage I do not possess he could deliver his message in the public eye, not just through written letters. Within those letters, he openly admits to being a hustler. - I know what you're thinking! "A hustler?" Yes, a hustler, let me explain.
1 Corinthians 9:19-23 Though I am free and belong to no one, I have made myself a slave to everyone, to win as many as possible... I have become all things to all people so that by all possible means I might save some.
Paul had the unique ability to adapt himself to the audience he was addressing. However, my disadvantage lies in the fact that a typed post reaches people from diverse backgrounds—both sinners and Christians alike, with belief systems I may not understand.
The Difficulty of Reaching You
To you—yes, you, the one reading this—how am I supposed to be the "type" of person you need me to be to win you over? I don’t even know you. I don’t know your background, your struggles, or your beliefs. After three years, experience has taught me, you are most likely not going to believe that Christ is speaking to me as He did to Noah, Moses, Samuel, Isaiah, Jesus, and Paul. You may think I am mentally ill and in need of medication as others have. You may accuse me of this, as they accused Jesus too. How do I get around this? I try something new, something else. I press on.
1 Corinthians 2:14 The person without the Spirit does not accept the things that come from the Spirit of God but considers them foolishness, and cannot understand them because they are discerned only through the Spirit.
Galatians 6:9 Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.
Philippians 3:13-14 Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
The Urgency of My Message
As I’ve mentioned, I have a difficult message to deliver. Some Christians might think I should never waver in who I am and that I should be consistent with everyone. But that’s not what Paul did. He strategically tailored his message for different groups, aiming to win as many as possible. I’m not here to win just a few; my mission is to reach many. Yet, I often feel like I’m failing in that mission, and I thought it was important to share my current situation.
Galatians 1:10 Am I now trying to win the approval of human beings, or of God? Or am I trying to please people? If I were still trying to please people, I would not be a servant of Christ.
Typically, the society has rebuked me, because of my personality, behavior, and speech. However, that is looking at the outward appearance of me and not the inward appearance. Because I know this for sure, even with my Sin, Christ sees my FAITH and my efforts to act on what He has instructed me to "DELIVER TO YOU."
Jame 2:18 But some man shall say, Thou hast faith, and I have works; show thou to me thy faith without works, and I shall show to thee my faith of works.
James 2:26 For as the body without spirit is dead, so also faith without works is dead.
2 Corinthians 12:7-9 And lest the greatness of revelations enhance me in pride, the prick of my flesh, an angel of Satan, is given to me, that he buffet me. For which thing thrice I prayed the Lord, that it should go away from me. And he said to me, My grace sufficeth to thee; for virtue is perfectly made in infirmity. Therefore gladly I shall glory in mine infirmities, that the virtue of Christ dwell in me.
The Weight of My Calling
It weighs heavily on my heart to share this with the public. If you grasped the urgency of my message as I do, you'd realize how little time we have left. The existential threat we face in today’s world is real, and I must convince everyone that Christ has sent me to warn you, and if TRUTH be told millions already suspect what He has sent me to warn you against.
But how can I reach people in a world full of stubbornness and entrenched beliefs? It's challenging to break through the noise. I understand that, to find someone who will help me, I need to "prove" my message. And I do provide proof—yet who is doing their homework? I don’t know because I receive no comments, shares, or feedback.
What "homework," you might ask? Well, as you read my through my website, you will see "blue links" throughout. These links contain the evidence you need to be convinced. If you’re not exploring those links, then you're neglecting your responsibility. As Christians, it is your duty to test anyone who claims to be a prophet—not dismiss them simply because their message is uncomfortable or challenges your views.
Remember, the purpose of prophecy is to "edify" the Church. To "edify" means to morally improve or correct. When someone is truly sent by Christ to edify, it means you may not recognize your errors until you have been corrected. It is your responsibility to test that prophet.
1 Corinthians 14:3 For he that prophesieth, speaketh to men to edification, and admonishing, and comforting.
1 Thessalonians 5:20-21 Do not treat prophecies with contempt but test them all; hold on to what is good.
The fact that you are instructed to "TEST" a prophecy should reveal the confusion in today’s world about what prophecy truly is. I've never heard a lesson on what actually makes someone a prophet, but I've often heard teachings on false prophets. These lessons typically stop at the idea that a false prophet is simply someone who teaches false doctrine, especially if the person behind the podium is leading a service with errors in their teachings. But that’s not the truth. That person is just misled, and their errors stem from that, besides who isn't teaching a false doctrine today? Please take no offence, but with 45,000 different doctrines in our world, who is teaching the TRUTH? There cannot be 45,000 different TRUTHS, there is only one TRUTH. That knowledge alone should have every Christian inwardly askeing themselves, "How do I know I am the one with the TRUTH, when there are 49,999 in competition with me, and they too believe they have the TRUTH? What if I'm wrong?"
2 Thessalonians 2:3 [That] No man deceive you in any manner. For but dissension come first and the man of sin be showed, the son of perdition, WYC 1382
2 Thessalonians 2:3 Let no man deceive you by any means: for that day shall not come, except there come a falling away first, and that man of sin be revealed, the son of perdition; KJV 1600
The real issue is that our society does not understand what the gift of prophecy is—but I do. There are 24 million people in this world who possess the gift of prophecy, yet they are all false prophets. Why? Because they don’t know what they are supposed to be doing with their gift. These individuals are labeled as schizophrenic patients. I have substantial evidence to support this claim.
How to Test a Prophet
Considering our societal situation, I feel it’s important to remind you what you should be looking for as you TEST ME.
The simplest answer is that you should look for genuine authenticity. - Transparency has never been a problem for me.
Examine my dedication and lifestyle. While your perspective on what that life should look like may differ, I assure you that my life reflects poverty, persecution, and struggle. I have no money to my name, and most definitely without the love of money.
Within my message, you will gain a sense of selflessness and a genuine devotion to helping others.
As someone with authority, you should expect to receive a bold, stern, and passionate message.
However, that word "AUTHORITY" it can get to someone's head, easily. But not mine. I am nothing without God, I am simply a TOOL. I FULLY UNDERSTAND THIS.
Ephesians 5:15-16 Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil.
Philippians 2:3-4 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.
1 Peter 5:2-3 Be shepherds of God’s flock that is under your care, watching over them—not because you must, but because you are willing, as God wants you to be; not pursuing dishonest gain, but eager to serve; not lording it over those entrusted to you, but being examples to the flock.
Acts 4:29 Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness.
Addressing a Critical Issue
There is one thing I must address: throughout my website, you will read personal stories about my Sin and the experiences I have faced. Your perception of what a prophet should look like may vary from person to person, but ultimately, this individual should lead a life striving to be free from Sin as we should. But as I mentioned before: Typically, the society has rebuked me, because of my personality, behavior, and speech. This notion counters what Paul himself said about his own Sin, I cannot live a life completely FREE from Sin, I am not Jesus. And there is Sin far worse in the world, Sin you do not know about, or WHO HE IS.
Romans 7:18-20 But I know, that in me, that is, in my flesh, dwelleth no good; for will lieth to me, but I find not to perform good thing. For I do not that good thing that I will, but I do that evil thing that I will not. And if I do that evil thing that I will not, I work not it, but the sin that dwelleth in me.
2 Corinthians 12:7 And lest the greatness of revelations enhance me in pride, the prick of my flesh, an angel of Satan, is given to me, that he buffet me.
Paul too was a prophet, he had the gift of prophecy, he understood how beautiful it is to hear Gods audible voice. The truth is, I do strive to live a life free from Sin; I am surrounded by him. He has me in a cage. Which is why I want America to start my program pitch. I'm calling it "Relocate the Sinners."
2 Corinthians 13:3 Whether ye seek the proof of that Christ, that speaketh in me, which is not feeble in you,?
Acts 13:1-2 Now in the church at Antioch there were prophets and teachers: Barnabas, Simeon called Niger, Lucius of Cyrene, Manaen (who had been brought up with Herod the tetrarch) and Saul. While they were worshiping the Lord and fasting, the Holy Spirit said, 'Set apart for me Barnabas and Saul for the work to which I have called them.
1 Corinthians 14:1 Follow the way of love and eagerly desire gifts of the Spirit, especially prophecy.
This may be difficult to understand, so please read it slowly, and I remind you, my intent is not to cause offense, even while it may do so: Christ can never come through the church to rebuild it. I prove we are the "Fallen ones." HERE! So, since the church has fallen, then to rebuild it, He would come through the sinner's world, just as He did in Jesus’ day. The people Jesus associated with were sinners, remember? Those who sat in Moses seat rejected him, right? Yes. So, those sinners, in Jesus' day, they were the humble ones.
2 Thessalonians 2:3 [That] No man deceive you in any manner. For but dissension/falling away come first, and the man of sin be showed, the son of perdition,
Luke 5:30-32 But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law who belonged to their sect complained to his disciples, 'Why do you eat and drink with tax collectors and sinners?' Jesus answered them, 'It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.
Matthew 23:2-3 The teachers of the law and the Pharisees sit in Moses' seat. So you must be careful to do everything they tell you. But do not do what they do, for they do not practice what they preach.
Luke 18:13-14 But the tax collector stood at a distance. He would not even look up to heaven, but beat his breast and said, 'God, have mercy on me, a sinner.' I tell you that this man, rather than the other, went home justified before God, for all those who exalt themselves will be humbled, and those who humble themselves will be exalted.
Are our sinners today humble? No, they are exalted, aren't they? "Exalted sinners—we are." Where was the Viper in Jesus’ day? He was in Moses' seat. Living inside those Pharisees and Sadducees. The exalted ones. That Viper exalts himself against all that is called God. Who sits in Moses' seat today? Is it the exalted or the humble? The humble ones occupy that seat today. You Christians with your "fallen church" are the humble ones. So then where is the Viper? He is out here, in the exalted sinners. Christ needs to rebuild and edify His church. He can’t come through the church to do that. So, then where is He? He is right here. He is the spirit within this SINNER—HE SPEAKS TO ME. He spoke to the SINNER Paul as well.
2 Corinthians 13:3 Whether ye seek the proof of that Christ, that speaketh in me, which is not feeble in you,?
2 Corinthians 12:7-9 And lest the greatness of revelations enhance me in pride, the prick of my flesh, an angel of Satan, is given to me, that he buffet me. For which thing thrice I prayed the Lord, that it should go away from me. And he said to me, My grace sufficeth to thee; for virtue is perfectly made in infirmity. Therefore gladly I shall glory in mine infirmities, that the virtue of Christ dwell in me.
I have a message to give you. You Goldy men and women of our world. I have a message to give you from your GOD.
PLEASE ACCEPT THE MESSAGE.
Matthew 12:34 You offspring of vipers, how can you, being evil, speak good things? For out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth speaks.
2 Thessalonians 2:4 he who opposes and exalts himself against all that is called God or that is worshiped, so that he sits as God in the temple of God, setting himself up as God.
Acknowledging My Sin
Because of the "thorn" that I carry around with me, you will not read a lesson from me instructing others on how to live their lives. I have always directed, and will continue to direct, sinners to look to those who occupy Moses' seat today as the example of how live a godly life—our Christian leaders. Preaching such lessons myself would make me a hypocrite. I am bitten far more often than I care to admit, but I strive not to. I will admit this to my readers, that transparence that I have: I am a SINNER, but I now understand WHO HE IS—Sin, the Man of Sin, the Viper. This is the Sin I do discuss—the Viper who has bitten me.
2 Corinthians 12:7 By reason of the exceeding greatness of the revelations, that I should not be exalted excessively, a thorn in the flesh was given to me: a messenger of Satan to torment me, that I should not be exalted excessively.
Romans 6:6-7 For we know that our old self was crucified with him so that the body ruled by sin might be done away with, that we should no longer be slaves to sin—because anyone who has died has been set free from sin."
Romans 7:15-20 For I don’t know what I am doing. For I don’t practice what I desire to do; but what I hate, that I do. But if what I don’t desire, that I do, I consent to the law that it is good. So now it is no more I that do it, but sin which dwells in me. For I know that in me, that is, in my flesh, dwells no good thing. For desire is present with me, but I don’t find it doing that which is good. For the good which I desire, I don’t do; but the evil which I don’t desire, that I practice. But if what I don’t desire, that I do, it is no more I that do it, but sin which dwells in me.
Numbers 21:8-9 The Lord said to Moses, ‘Make a snake and put it up on a pole; anyone who is bitten can look at it and live...’
The Purpose of This Blog
The purpose of this blog is to confront my own Sin and to illuminate what the “Viper’s Den” may look like for someone like me, who feels trapped in Egypt. It’s about acknowledging the need for change, the importance of a supportive Christian community, and explaining why I’ve struggled to find that support. Where to Start?
I feel the most comfortable is when I am in moments of isolation. What do I mean by that? Well, right now, for instance—just me and my cat, Winter, alone in my room. The two adults I live with are currently sleeping at this hour of the night. However, it during these moments that I hear "The Word" most clearly. The stillness of life makes it easier to hear God's voice. Less noise from the traffic on the highway. No, T.V.s running int he home., no music. Just silence, and Him.
I’ve learned that this is Satan's world. He can speak to you at any hour, but it’s that still, quiet voice that’s difficult to hear amidst the noise of this SINNFUL world. I must structure my hours around this to maintain fellowship with His audible voice.
Mark 4:18-19 Still others, like seed sown among thorns, hear the word; but the worries of this life, the deceitfulness of wealth, and the desires for other things come in and choke the word, making it unfruitful.
The only support I've had in my personal life with this ministry is from my neighbor. She was a blessing for me. After a year and a half having no one to talk to in person about my message, she moved into the house next door. She was the first person to truly listen to me. However, her home crowd has grown. And for that, I intentionally don't visit as often. That's the Viper. He is infiltrating her life. While she understands the dangers we face with AI, she, like me, is also a SINNER, and is what I call a LAZY SINNER. After a year, she has yet to take action with the knowledge she has. I have not been "LAZY."
Additionally living with two “vipers” creates an environment where I feel the need to escape. It is in this space, my home, living arrangement that i most often find myself succumbing to Sin, which is painful for me. There is no love, in my home. I am trapped but the Viper. I see this, I feel trapped, and the point is that there are so many people who feel the same as I do. Some make excuses we say, sure. Really, the Viper in them makes convinces them of the excuses. in order to keep them stuck. Still, there are many who would jump at an opportunity my "Relocate the Sinner" program pitch could offer them. I PERSONALLY WOULD JUMP ON IT TODAY.
1 Corinthians 15:33 "Do not be deceived: Bad company corrupts good morals"
Matthew 25:14-28 For it is like a man going into another country, who called his own servants and entrusted his goods to them. To one he gave five talents, to another two, to another one, to each according to his own ability. Then he went on his journey. Immediately he who received the five talents went and traded with them, and made another five talents. In the same way, he also who got the two gained another two. But he who received the one talent went away and dug in the earth and hid his lord’s money. “Now after a long time the lord of those servants came, and settled accounts with them. He who received the five talents came and brought another five talents, saying, ‘Lord, you delivered to me five talents. Behold, I have gained another five talents in addition to them.’ His lord said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant. You have been faithful over a few things, I will set you over many things. Enter into the joy of your lord.’ “He also who got the two talents came and said, ‘Lord, you delivered to me two talents. Behold, I have gained another two talents in addition to them.’ “His lord said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant. You have been faithful over a few things. I will set you over many things. Enter into the joy of your lord.’ “He also who had received the one talent came and said, ‘Lord, I knew you that you are a hard man, reaping where you didn’t sow, and gathering where you didn’t scatter. I was afraid, and went away and hid your talent in the earth. Behold, you have what is yours. “But his lord answered him, ‘You wicked and slothful servant. You knew that I reap where I didn’t sow, and gather where I didn’t scatter. You ought therefore to have deposited my money with the bankers, and at my coming I should have received back my own with interest. Take away therefore the talent from him and give it to him who has the ten talents.
You may be thinking, GO TO CHURCH or why am I not in on tying to building those good relationships? I fully understand the need to have good Christians in my life, those who are like minded with me, with a focus towards God. Where are they? Thats not an excuse: I've been rebuked continually by ALL of my local congregations. Who is like minded with me? I press on: I will NEVER GIVE UP!
I need good Chistian's—those who will make sacrifices for God, pray for Him, love Him, and, most importantly, help me spread this vital message, one you will have to search my site to understand. Yet, I find myself alone in this struggle. I have sacrificed everything for this ministry, and the burden is heavy. I spend countless hours trying to reach people, but the lack of support weigh on me.
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